Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =)

Happy One Month, Muhammad Fitri Hakim! ♥

Yes, we're already one month in our relationship and alhamdulillah, I am too much happy. Syukur alhamdulillah. Allah send this guy with a beautiful and sincere heart to me and make me know that I'm not alone cause now I have him that accompany me in my life after Allah S.W.T, Rasulullah S.A.W, my parents and my siblings. That's all! I don't ask more for it but now, it is completely my life, Alhamdulillah :')

One month in relationship, three month we as a friend before he proposed me 2 days before Eid 2012. What a very surprise! Ya, he told me before that he wanna propose me but dunno when. And ya, he proposed me. Face to face with no ring, a bouquet of flowers or chocolate (fasting month can't bring chocolate :P). So lovely. And we're crying together cause we're too much happy! In the car actually. This is the moment that I'm waiting for :'P

And ya, now we're already one month! We're celebrating raya together. Wore a same colors of our baju raya. He buying me a new dress ya maybe. Buy me a perfume that smell so lovely just like me lol! Hahaha ya mostly he spend his money for me but I don't like much.

Sept 12 is his birthday. Ya I buy something for his present. Chocolate and tetttttttt! It is cheap only. But he likes it! Alhamdulillah. And yes, he wore it infront of me last night at his house. Her mum make an open house.  He wore my favorite outfit and wore my present! So naise! Hahahaha kay done I love him :*

I love him so fucking damn much moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! InsyaAllah, we'll be together in Jannah if Allah willing it, Amin :) Pray for us. 

Wassalam =)

Xoxo, Scha

Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =) 

Who's brought the colours? Who's give a strength to live? Who? And who? Who?!

Hahahahahaahaha *pause* 

My life. Happiness. Sadness. Boredness. Well never get bored. But I admit it, I'm too much fucking damn happy! With who? A guy with an honest heart *I guess*. Ya I do. He came to my life before I broke up with my ex before. It just take one month that I can fully fall in love with him. I guess, how can I do that? I wonder, there's too much annoyed that I can fall in love with a guy so fast like this! *pause*

Now, we're just like king crab! Everywhere that we go, I just with him! Us! No one else. How? Oh I can't describe how much I love him. I do. I love other before this but not like this! Understood?

He make me so special and his life *I guess*. He made my life. It's wonderful! He willing to do anything for me yet, he will never died for me! Such a cruel. Hahahaha lol. There is nobody want to died. Everybody want to life. Live a life! Fuck it's yelling me..

Yes I'm happy. Just can say that, I'm a big girl, with a big smile, I'm happy. Thank to Allah cause He send a good guy to me. He love me as I am. No fake! He do. He admit. Everyday. The words of "I LOVE YOU" keep repeat it almost everyday! No bored.

We are already 2months and 3days. We're not couple yet! Just keep being a friend first. Still in process of the introduction. I guess. Hahaha just look like we're not a friend! More than! Couple? Loving each of us. Haaaaaaaaaaaa dunno how to describe fucking hell love him! Arghhhhhhh

We're promising to not leave each other of us. I'm wishing this is the best ever part in my life forever and ever till Jannah, insyaAllah :) I'm tired, feel so fucked up. I don't want to lose him I swear! For right now, he is the ever best for me. He know me well. Understand me. He know how to make me smile when I'm sad. He know how to taking back my mood when I'm not in mood. He make me held up till the sky. You guys will never know how much I'm crying everyday that because I'm happy :')

I'm too much! I knew, he far away from me right now. He is in Kelantan while me, in Johor. So far. Never mind then. Once 2weeks we met. Hahahahaha best moment! He is the best for me right now. I've never know him before! We've met on Facebook till we met in the real life.

He told me the first time he saw, he just fall in love at the first sight! Lol I just laugh till I've got hurt on my tummy. That time I won the photography contest. And chill up at Roibo with my other friends. He on there with his friend. He stands next to our table where is I saw him and he too. That time I knew him too! And ya wanna accost him but I feel so shy that time. Just ignored it..

He told me that wanna chase me but unfortunately, I'm just gone that time. He wanna ask my number but didn't get it! Hahahahahaha feel so sorry to you :P

Till then, we've met back at my sister's friend wedding ceremony where is I met him back. That time, I accost him first! No wonder lhaa that time dia terpinga sebab lambat loading to remember me! Bongok! Hahahaha till then the night he IM chat me and ask for my number. Then I gave the number! Fuck!! Hell so fast and I'd thinking how can I give so fast liddat? Can I trust him much? Hmpp

So then on Wednesday, June 6th, I'd just plan wanna meet Fyah with Ateen. So then I ajak dia sekali. Lepak at Oldtaste till late night. Then ya the next day, Thursday! He ask me to going out with him before he got to go back Kelantan. That time I'm so lazy wanna go out. But ya then just go out with him. And I don't know why, just feel so happy when I'm with him. Swear I do!

So then these things became so long until right now! We're texting everyday. Calling everyday. Ya until I fall in love with him now. Hmm so fasttttttttttttttttt

Ya seriously now I do, I love him so much! Oh gosh hate to tell you the truth is! Grrrr

Muhammad Fitri Hakim b. A Manap ♥

Thank you so much cause you cheers me up back. Thank you cause you always be there when I'm sad or else. Thank you cause you love as what I did. Thank you for all! I don't know how to describe it. I'm too much happy when I'm with you. Thank you. I love you, Honey. Forever till Jannah, insyaAllah :')

Wassalam =)

Xoxo, Scha

Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =)


I'm more stronger, more happier than before. This men make me feel alive. He wakes me up when I'm down. He is my precious moment now. I'm so thank with Allah. Alhamdulillah. So thank! I'm happy more happy and I'm a happy girl now :D


Wassalam =)

Xoxo, Scha <3>