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Failure comes from the person who doesn't appreciated the life. Appreciated the things that they had. I am the one..

Telling somebody whom I trust is the only way that I can released all of it and my depression into. I admit, I'm sick all around with this life. Isn't wrong tell my mom about it?

I do I've shouldn't do that. But I won't to keep it by myself and only me that I think the things can be shared together. Mommy the only person in this world that I trusted that can keep my problems. But some are not, yes I did..

I just make it. I am promising to my own self, every single things that will happen on me soon, let me keep it by my self. Which is includes with the relationship or not, I will do. I am promised it! Every thing that I do is wrong! Wrong for the every eyes that watched it and see how it began! Regret..

From now and on, let me keep it by myself. I am promised! I don't mind if he tell about it to his friends but I'm not. I don't have any friend that can be shared just only mom and family that I have and mommy is always be my good friend. Indeed, I know where the way I go. Make it twice obviously not the good idea..

Well at least, he still have a friend that can be going out together. I am not. Here is I'm alone. With my family and Him. Allah and Rasulullah were beside me everyday. Alhamdulillah. I'm fine with it. I don't mind. It is my fault, guys :')

You're pleasant to blaming me. For the each things that I've done. Or I'm not. Like seriously, I will face it. Take it with a fine. Allah blessing me everyday. Quite enough for me. And I pray this relationship will be forever till heaven of Jannah, insyaAllah :'D

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Xoxo, Scha

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As well you know, my life been busy now. Work and study is not really enjoy thingy for me. But yet I still can be handle it. 

Rushing there and here make my feet can't any longer able to stand. Back from school, sometimes I got to  go to office. Often to it but really not. Blurgh

And ya the story up here not really exciting cause was not really true about. I am happy all the way!!!!
Yeayyyy I'm fine. Work and study make me feel so happy. Heheh

Okay let's about my relationship. What happen? And ya here we go!

Me and Akim now like really not in the way. Means like we're keep argue this lately. I don't know where it's come but surely, it's not really cool..

I need to off my phone for a while when even I knew I whom started it first! I always want to win! There is my pointless and that can be cased why and what's happening! If you are in my place, you'll know the feeling..

Like seriously, I don't want to make the things became so worst! He sulking, either me too. We're both are! At the end, I need to persuaded him. Before this, he used to do that. Keep always he did. And now, it's my turn..

And ya, we've been in this love about 7 months and half! Engaged about 5 months and 2 days! Speechless! 

I love him in every way that he did even sometimes look annoying. How fat, annoying, dumb he is and more, I still love. The only good present Allah's give after my family and all over the part in my life. Blissful. Thought it will come the most need it in my life. Thank you Allah. Nothing can described how thankful I am. Blessed!

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Xoxo, Scha