Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =)


I can't stop crying! Najib why you do this on me? Did you know how much love I am towards you huh? Did ever you feel it? I know my fault on you. Don't just because of that, you gonna leave me. Forever? :'(


How can I express myself now? You are just bright up my life now and now I'm gonna survive my life alone without you! Tell me now!! I love you much :'(


I know you have nothing! I know you are not special at all. But that's all was not in my eyes. For me, you are different from others! For me, you are the special person. For me, you are the only ONE who cares me like what boys should cares the girl. For me, you are the caring person. For me too, you are THE EVERYTHINGS!!! 


We are just getting back fine after the two weeks that day yang gadoh. And now gadoh so then, you're gonna leave me forever. ABANGGGGG!!! Why huh? Why you makes me like this? You don't have any feeling or else towards me anymore after become like this?! :'(


How I wonder you can be apart of my life forever? How I wonder you gonna to be more special for me and forever? How I wonder you will shed my tears? Oh damn! 


Tadi jumpa and guess 'em what? I'll tell what happen just can say I'm crying and begging in front of him! Yes I do I'm too much. That was a big mistaken that he had done on me! Arghhhhhh just can believe it..


You are too much angry right that because of it until you make the decision! You make the decision that you :'( Abang, please do read this.


Since you come to my life, there's a bit changes of it. You come and cares of me. Awak jaga saya yang sepatutnya harus dijaga. Aurat saya. Bersyukur sesangat! Sebelum niyh memang tak ada lelaki yang buad macamtuh! Saya rasa macam takde life bila awak dah macam niyh dengan saya. Mungkin awak, you will think like "Alahhhh apa lhaa sangat kan. " But jujur saya cakap, you are the mostly special and very-2 caring person that I'd ever meet! Awak lain sayang. Lain sangat. I know, almost every week we get a fight each other of us but tuh semua buat saya rasa impress sikit sebab awak couple first saya yang gadoh bagai dengan saya. Yang lain sebelum niyh tak. Rasa macam strange kan kalaw sebot perkataan "impress" tuh. Saya tahu jugak ramai orang cakap pasal awak yang awak niyh tak reti jaga makwe. Awak kemana, saya kemana. Saya tahu awak tak tahan dengan semua tuh and awak sabar jeah sampai dah satu tahap niyh awak dah hilang sabar! Maaf saya cabar awak semua niyh. Tapi takpernah terlintas and terpikir saya nak buad tuh semua. Jujur saya katakan. awak niyh tak jahat! Awak baik sesangat. Tapi disebabkan orang sekeliling awak yang beri awak tekanan, awak jadik macam niyh. Saya nak awak tahu yang saya sayangkan awak! Look like a bit awkward when saying like this but it was true! This is what I feel now deeply in my heart. Please do forgive me, Abanggggg :'(


Itu yang terpendam kat hati saya sekarang. Saya tak baca hati awak and you too can't read my heart. But I just can do this to express my feeling towards you! Besuk nak masuk 2months but... Saya tunggu awak kay :') 

I WISH ONE DAY LIKE THIS WITH YOU :') 

Xoxo, Scha <3

Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =) See the photo? Oh I'm so happy now. Feel loveeess :3


Sebenarnya lhaa kan, aku dah berbaik dengan Ajib!! Yeayyyyy!! XD. Gembira kepalangg. Memang happy gileww lhaa Mak Jemah kan. Hihi :D


Malam haritue jumpa dia kat depan rumah dia. Gahhhhh atcelli time tuh takod nak jumpa dia sebab ye ah buad salah kan tapi aku yang nak jumpa. Heeeee then lepastuh jumpa diam sekejab ah. Muka dia sikit tanak garang ah. Mencuka jeah muka. Aku pulak buad muka sedih sebab nak berbaikkan. Then lepastuh aku bersuara ah kan. 


Then cakap, cakap ,cakap, tetiba aku menangis! Dia tengokkan jeah aku nangis. Tapi sekejab jeah aku nangis sebab ada satu part tuh dia cakap pasal mati. Mestikan sedih bila dia cakap cenggitu dengan aku. Aku time tuh geram ah jugak dia cakap cenggitu rasa nak bagi pelempang sebijik but diam nangis. Gembenggggggg :'3


Then dia membebel dengan aku blah blah blah then baik ah! But muka still mencuka ah kan dengan aku. Aku diam jeah time tuh just cakap "Org nak baik dgn abanggg :(" . Oky tuh jeah ah. Hihi


Semalam chat dgn dia. Aku nampak dia on but konon malas ah kan layan pikir nanti dia tegor aku. Ghupenye tak! Aku yang tegor dia. Brrr =='


Then mulalah babak-2 sweet yang agak brutal sikit. Kah kah kah! Nak melawak bagai dengan aku. Heeeeeeeeee =D

Tahu tak maksud 'nak kena tapak'? Brrr =='

See? Chat semalam aku sempat print screen. Saja takodkan aku dengan begitu rupa.. Grrr -.-

Status tuh memang aku tujukan untuk dia pown. Terasa jugak dia akhirnya. Kah kah kah XD! Now memang aku tengah senang hati sebab dah berbaik dengan dia. Tanak lhaa nak oii gaduh lagik. Penat gilaaaa mcm nak mamfussssss~

Niyh aku tengah senang hati kerja makan jeah. Hahaha pelik betol. Tapi aku niyh senang tak senang, memang kerja makan jeah. KAH KAH KAH!! Maya cibet perli aku "Untunglah dah baik dgn Abg Sayang kan =P" . Memang jenis membontot perempuan tuh!! Hahaha

That's all for today. Mungkin tak berapa nak 'best' but aku dulik hape! :P Bye wassalam =)

Xoxo, Scha <3

Hai assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =) It's already 'mornight' but I'm still can blogging and all. Hihi I have a story want to share here. Oh pathetic! ='(

Okay the story begin like this. Tadi petang, I went my neighbour birthday party. Oh ya then after that bila dah makan gini bagai aku keluar sat dok depan rumah jiran. Saje jeah aku keluar tengok luar bagai. Rasa menggedik sikit ah! Hihi. Then aku ternampak Boy naik motor dengan member-2 dia. Apa lagi, aku pown memanggil dia kemari kemari bagai. Nak settlekan masalah dia dengan Ellen. Yaaaaaaaaaa =D

Then after that Boy datang jumpa aku in front of my neighbour house. Then that time Boy tanya aku. "Eh niyh kita jumpa dekat dgn rumah Najib, dia tak bising ke? Dia tahu tak?". So then I say "Eh lantak lhaa. Tak kesahhh!!!" . Padahal dalam hati cakap "Oh God please. Mamfus kalaw Ajib nampakkk!!" .

Okay lepas dah borak bagai dengan Boy, I saw Najib! Ya Allah seriously aku rindu pakwe aku!! Time tuh rasa macam nak lari kat dia and peluk and nangis kuat-2! But aku pendam jeah semua tuh. Aku tahu dia nampak aku dengan Boy and dia just ignore kan aku. Tipu kalaw kata dia tak kenal dengan baju bola biru aku tuh. 

Dua kali kowd dia keluar masuk depan pagar rumah dia. Rumah dia dekat dgn rumah neighbour aku niyh. Then after that, aku just rasa sedih gila cause dia ignore kan aku! How could he do that on me huh?!! Memang memilukan betol.

I'm just like sekali pandang on him. Boy yang cakap dengan aku. Boy says like Najib tak nampak and tak pandang kat tempat kitaorg. Aku bila dengan Boy memang gelak jeah lhaa kerja aku! And that time aku gelak agak kuat sebab Boy buad lawak menda entah! Bla, bla, bla, bla!

That time, Najib with his mom playing ping pong. Then Najib memang tak hirau langsong ah pasal aku! Sedih ter amat lhaa sangat! Niyh first couple aku yang rajin gadoh, yang paling ah semua 'paling' kat dia ah! Meang sedih, sedih, sedih! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Satu jeah permintaan aku kat Najib. Please! I want making up as before this. Tanak gaduh lagik woiiiiiiiii. Tolonglahhhhhhhhhhhhh okay =')

Xoxo, Scha <3