Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =)


I can't stop crying! Najib why you do this on me? Did you know how much love I am towards you huh? Did ever you feel it? I know my fault on you. Don't just because of that, you gonna leave me. Forever? :'(


How can I express myself now? You are just bright up my life now and now I'm gonna survive my life alone without you! Tell me now!! I love you much :'(


I know you have nothing! I know you are not special at all. But that's all was not in my eyes. For me, you are different from others! For me, you are the special person. For me, you are the only ONE who cares me like what boys should cares the girl. For me, you are the caring person. For me too, you are THE EVERYTHINGS!!! 


We are just getting back fine after the two weeks that day yang gadoh. And now gadoh so then, you're gonna leave me forever. ABANGGGGG!!! Why huh? Why you makes me like this? You don't have any feeling or else towards me anymore after become like this?! :'(


How I wonder you can be apart of my life forever? How I wonder you gonna to be more special for me and forever? How I wonder you will shed my tears? Oh damn! 


Tadi jumpa and guess 'em what? I'll tell what happen just can say I'm crying and begging in front of him! Yes I do I'm too much. That was a big mistaken that he had done on me! Arghhhhhh just can believe it..


You are too much angry right that because of it until you make the decision! You make the decision that you :'( Abang, please do read this.


Since you come to my life, there's a bit changes of it. You come and cares of me. Awak jaga saya yang sepatutnya harus dijaga. Aurat saya. Bersyukur sesangat! Sebelum niyh memang tak ada lelaki yang buad macamtuh! Saya rasa macam takde life bila awak dah macam niyh dengan saya. Mungkin awak, you will think like "Alahhhh apa lhaa sangat kan. " But jujur saya cakap, you are the mostly special and very-2 caring person that I'd ever meet! Awak lain sayang. Lain sangat. I know, almost every week we get a fight each other of us but tuh semua buat saya rasa impress sikit sebab awak couple first saya yang gadoh bagai dengan saya. Yang lain sebelum niyh tak. Rasa macam strange kan kalaw sebot perkataan "impress" tuh. Saya tahu jugak ramai orang cakap pasal awak yang awak niyh tak reti jaga makwe. Awak kemana, saya kemana. Saya tahu awak tak tahan dengan semua tuh and awak sabar jeah sampai dah satu tahap niyh awak dah hilang sabar! Maaf saya cabar awak semua niyh. Tapi takpernah terlintas and terpikir saya nak buad tuh semua. Jujur saya katakan. awak niyh tak jahat! Awak baik sesangat. Tapi disebabkan orang sekeliling awak yang beri awak tekanan, awak jadik macam niyh. Saya nak awak tahu yang saya sayangkan awak! Look like a bit awkward when saying like this but it was true! This is what I feel now deeply in my heart. Please do forgive me, Abanggggg :'(


Itu yang terpendam kat hati saya sekarang. Saya tak baca hati awak and you too can't read my heart. But I just can do this to express my feeling towards you! Besuk nak masuk 2months but... Saya tunggu awak kay :') 

I WISH ONE DAY LIKE THIS WITH YOU :') 

Xoxo, Scha <3

Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =) See the photo? Oh I'm so happy now. Feel loveeess :3


Sebenarnya lhaa kan, aku dah berbaik dengan Ajib!! Yeayyyyy!! XD. Gembira kepalangg. Memang happy gileww lhaa Mak Jemah kan. Hihi :D


Malam haritue jumpa dia kat depan rumah dia. Gahhhhh atcelli time tuh takod nak jumpa dia sebab ye ah buad salah kan tapi aku yang nak jumpa. Heeeee then lepastuh jumpa diam sekejab ah. Muka dia sikit tanak garang ah. Mencuka jeah muka. Aku pulak buad muka sedih sebab nak berbaikkan. Then lepastuh aku bersuara ah kan. 


Then cakap, cakap ,cakap, tetiba aku menangis! Dia tengokkan jeah aku nangis. Tapi sekejab jeah aku nangis sebab ada satu part tuh dia cakap pasal mati. Mestikan sedih bila dia cakap cenggitu dengan aku. Aku time tuh geram ah jugak dia cakap cenggitu rasa nak bagi pelempang sebijik but diam nangis. Gembenggggggg :'3


Then dia membebel dengan aku blah blah blah then baik ah! But muka still mencuka ah kan dengan aku. Aku diam jeah time tuh just cakap "Org nak baik dgn abanggg :(" . Oky tuh jeah ah. Hihi


Semalam chat dgn dia. Aku nampak dia on but konon malas ah kan layan pikir nanti dia tegor aku. Ghupenye tak! Aku yang tegor dia. Brrr =='


Then mulalah babak-2 sweet yang agak brutal sikit. Kah kah kah! Nak melawak bagai dengan aku. Heeeeeeeeee =D

Tahu tak maksud 'nak kena tapak'? Brrr =='

See? Chat semalam aku sempat print screen. Saja takodkan aku dengan begitu rupa.. Grrr -.-

Status tuh memang aku tujukan untuk dia pown. Terasa jugak dia akhirnya. Kah kah kah XD! Now memang aku tengah senang hati sebab dah berbaik dengan dia. Tanak lhaa nak oii gaduh lagik. Penat gilaaaa mcm nak mamfussssss~

Niyh aku tengah senang hati kerja makan jeah. Hahaha pelik betol. Tapi aku niyh senang tak senang, memang kerja makan jeah. KAH KAH KAH!! Maya cibet perli aku "Untunglah dah baik dgn Abg Sayang kan =P" . Memang jenis membontot perempuan tuh!! Hahaha

That's all for today. Mungkin tak berapa nak 'best' but aku dulik hape! :P Bye wassalam =)

Xoxo, Scha <3

Hai assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =) It's already 'mornight' but I'm still can blogging and all. Hihi I have a story want to share here. Oh pathetic! ='(

Okay the story begin like this. Tadi petang, I went my neighbour birthday party. Oh ya then after that bila dah makan gini bagai aku keluar sat dok depan rumah jiran. Saje jeah aku keluar tengok luar bagai. Rasa menggedik sikit ah! Hihi. Then aku ternampak Boy naik motor dengan member-2 dia. Apa lagi, aku pown memanggil dia kemari kemari bagai. Nak settlekan masalah dia dengan Ellen. Yaaaaaaaaaa =D

Then after that Boy datang jumpa aku in front of my neighbour house. Then that time Boy tanya aku. "Eh niyh kita jumpa dekat dgn rumah Najib, dia tak bising ke? Dia tahu tak?". So then I say "Eh lantak lhaa. Tak kesahhh!!!" . Padahal dalam hati cakap "Oh God please. Mamfus kalaw Ajib nampakkk!!" .

Okay lepas dah borak bagai dengan Boy, I saw Najib! Ya Allah seriously aku rindu pakwe aku!! Time tuh rasa macam nak lari kat dia and peluk and nangis kuat-2! But aku pendam jeah semua tuh. Aku tahu dia nampak aku dengan Boy and dia just ignore kan aku. Tipu kalaw kata dia tak kenal dengan baju bola biru aku tuh. 

Dua kali kowd dia keluar masuk depan pagar rumah dia. Rumah dia dekat dgn rumah neighbour aku niyh. Then after that, aku just rasa sedih gila cause dia ignore kan aku! How could he do that on me huh?!! Memang memilukan betol.

I'm just like sekali pandang on him. Boy yang cakap dengan aku. Boy says like Najib tak nampak and tak pandang kat tempat kitaorg. Aku bila dengan Boy memang gelak jeah lhaa kerja aku! And that time aku gelak agak kuat sebab Boy buad lawak menda entah! Bla, bla, bla, bla!

That time, Najib with his mom playing ping pong. Then Najib memang tak hirau langsong ah pasal aku! Sedih ter amat lhaa sangat! Niyh first couple aku yang rajin gadoh, yang paling ah semua 'paling' kat dia ah! Meang sedih, sedih, sedih! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Satu jeah permintaan aku kat Najib. Please! I want making up as before this. Tanak gaduh lagik woiiiiiiiii. Tolonglahhhhhhhhhhhhh okay =')

Xoxo, Scha <3

Hai assalamualaikum my lovelies reader =) Well this is want I want in my life! Blackberry, DSLR just that! Someone who's kind please fulfill my wish to be comes true. Actually I should get my BB about last month or maybe 2 months ago but there a lied with it and I need to forget all these things to be mine. Ya pathetic but I'm patience. A good slave must patience with what that He gives us right? I'm one of it. Hihihi :')

Xoxo, Scha <3

Hai assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =) Did you guys see my 'sad' photo at the up of it? Ya seriously, it's freakin' sad for me =(


I have a boyfriend. Ya you know. He's actually a kind young man, caring. For me now, he's everythings to me! Should I say in a simple words, we are actually "bergadoh" now! Ya he didn't want to meet me. Never call me, text me or what lhaa kan on me! Ya I keep waiting for him now. Seriously, it's killing me now with the situation like this. 


Some people talk to me it's better leave him now. Cause he like the retarded for me! Ya I did and I admit too sometimes he very retarded for me. And now, hubungan kitaorng just like tali yang bergantung and takdea anythings news lhaa kan. Okay faham tak? Bagus kalaw faham (Y)


Yang membuatkan aku makin geram, bila ajak jumpa nak settle bagai alasan bagik! Eh gua tak nangis atcelli cuma rasa geram sikit jeah. Kawan dia ajak jumpa, nah amik kaw dezuppppppp bawak motor macam nak pergi merempit! Yang aku kaw tinggalkan macam bukan awek. Okay aku faham kawan memang penting pown dalam life kita kan :')


Seriously kaw bagik macam alasan kat aku yang. Aku nak baik semula macam kaw dulue-2 tuh time kita kawan. Masa kawan tuh, kaw banyak nasihatkan aku kan? Okay serious rindu gilaaaa~ Time dulue gaduh manja-2 macam mintak sepak now aku rasa mintak nak sangat mintak penyepak ah sampai gaduh cenggini! Seminggu lebih kita gaduh. Aku bosan :'(


Abang, tak rindu kea kat sayang? *okay ayt untuk lu bro gua dah nangis niyh!* Serious niyh sayang cakap, org rindu gilaaaaa kat abang! Remember, abang pernah cakap tanak gaduh lagik or what but now gaduh lagik. Abang salahkan sayangkan? Serious gua nangis sebab lu derr! ARGHHHHHHHH :'(

That's what I wrote a message to him. Dia dah pilih tuh but ada gheti dia call msg aku balik bagai? Okay takpea aku sabar :')

Xoxo, Scha <3

Assalamualaikum hai semua =)

Hari tuh itew pomish nux lewtak gambow arn time tart Mersing? Nah amik niew :3

*ayat paling handsome

22.Januari.2012

 My handsome Irfan Danish ♥

So then niyh pulak gambar kat Machap wedding Kak Ziah haritue. Cekidauttttttttttttt

29.JANUARI.2012

 Yang niyh perasanggggggg :3

Okay dah tengok? Cool ya (Y) Gambar yang kat hutan niyh that time ada wedding outdoor photoshoot kat tasik belakang rumah makcik. Tasik tuh biasa jeah but mostly so cantik the view! Ya I wish I can go there again. InsyaAllah. Sementara tunggu photoshoot pengantin, me and Kak Ha 'photoshoot' sendirik punya gambar kat tasik! Hahahaha. Happening and all that. So niceeeee =D

Xoxo, Scha <3

Assalamualaikum readers =) How's you guys today? Fine? Alhamdulillah may Allah bless you guys always! 


Mood I hari niyh tak berape nak okay! School suck! For me, nothing anymore for this. Actually I tengah bersabar dengan sorang hamba Allah. That make me feel don't have any respected for her anymore. Such a ridiculous. Oh please! I'm your junior form4. Just give a good manners infront of me. 


Actually its happen yesterday while me and Peah waiting for the Photography club in Curriculum time. That time hamba Allah niyh datang and asking where's another guys in club. In that time, she never say properly with me. For me, she just be so rude. You are senior so then please show me a good manners that can be example for another guys like ME! It's not difficult at all to do that.


And that time, I thought Peah answering her question about that cause that time I tengah perhatikan budak-2 in hall yang berselerak mencari tempat kelab masing-2. Then just ignoring she lhaa cause ingat Peah tengok dia. She ask like this "Eh yang lain mana hah? Budak-2 niyh semua mana?". Oh well then takdea siapa jawab pertanyaan dia. Yang jadik permikiran kat otak I niyh, kan dia dah nampak just me and Peah kat tempat tuh. For what that she asking the question?! Sedangkan dah terang lagik nak bersuluh depan dia tuh. Then after that dia cakap macam niyh sambil menuding jari kat I. 


"Eh cakap dengan dia macam cakap dgn PUND*K lhaa.." 


Okay see how rude she is?! I don't understand why ah still have people like her. She can speak nicely with me. That's not wrong. Tak salah pown. If she wants other people respect her, she must respect other first! That's the law in respected. Remember, if we treat people nicely, people will double triple nicely with us. Remember that! 


Untuk hamba Allah niyh, please okay. If tak puas hati or what tak suka, cakap depan-2! Don't be rude with me. Show a good manners. Ignoring me if not like me at all. Since me form 1 until now you did not show a good attitude. Saya bersabar sahaja. Tak apa lhaa. Satu hari nanti akan dibalas. Bukan menyumpah =)


Okay guys just only that for today. I will update again my blog. Today is good day to be. Be nice  with people. Don't evehh treat them bloody hell. Wassalam =D

Xoxo, Scha <3

Hai assalamualaikum all the readers =) Oh ya well. Its quiet a been one month tak update blog. So sorry all. Busy all the times ya you know. Study, lepak and all membuatkan I takdea masa nak update.


Niyh dah masuk bulan Februari. For me nothing special on it. Valentines day? Sorry tksambut even gua ada bf. Kahkahkah! Sebot pasal bf? Dah lhaa penat gaduh. Guess what? Before and after couple we guys selalu gaduh! Eh tak penat ah tak nangis. Bulan lepas gaduh! Okay jumpa ingat boleh settle? Takde makna ah settle bagai. Rasa lagik angin kowd. Okay dah malas nak cakap pasal boyf sebab menyampah! Get it? (Y)


One week holiday Mak Jemah balik Mersing woo! Kah kah kah. Wedding cousin Mak Jemah kan. Gila tanak meroyan aku kan? Padahal dah kata dengan Kak Limah aku taknak balik nak dating dengan Gila tuh. Last minute pepagi buta paksa balik! Best I just felt like wanna kill myself. See tak dapat jumpa Gila. But the best part is, I can meet all my cousins yang dah lama tak jumpa. Ya so lame aa. Pity me =(


So then after that last Saturday before naik school pown wedding lagik kat Machap. My cousin too. It just make me feel stranger a bit when I got to sleep, my mom takde kat sebelah! Huwaaaaaa ='( !! I'm decided want to stay at my uncle house helping him and my cousins for the wedding. Ya agak membantu sedikit sebanyak. You know macam promote diri jeah aku niyh? Haha


Kat Machap tuh I just alone. All off them was busy preparing the majlis you know kind of that. You know, you know! My fingers berinai. Kah kah kah! Was sooo nice you. I love wear inai. Habis berhitam sebab inai niyh memang hitam! But I love it much. Pakai belah kiri 5 jari. Malam sampai tuh tolong tengok balut hadiah then Kak Ziah pakai inai. Then Kak Ha pakai kan inai. Dikatakan yang pakai inai malam tuh semua pakai belah kiri! Hahaha so funny for me. Comel jeah jari. Night before the akad nikah, me and Kak Ha pakai lagik inai bagik pekat! Lol malam tidur macam hapea! Lek jeah inai tak terkena the other side or what. Hihi


Pagi sakit bagai! Damn much. Pukul 6 lebih bangun sambung tidur sebab sakit then after Kak Ha bagi makan ubat bangun tidur pukul 10. Kena gelak dengan Abg Elly. Kuajoooooo~ Sabo jeah lhaa.


My baju was really nice. Oh gosh! Time bersanding time ada persembahan zapin. It's really-2 enjoying. Ada mamat handsome. I'm so tergoda. Tak kena ngurat yang slack tuh! Hahaha jahat gila aku. Hihi. Then after that suara aku dengan sekat-2 boleh pulak ada hati nak nyanyi. Means you know what? SUARA TAK KELUAR SUMBANG YANG KELUAR!!! Maluuuuuuuuuuuuuu ;3


Then petang pukul 5 ikut Kak Ziah wedding outdoor photoshoot and it's so wonderful. The view of the lake was so beautiful for me. The lake not like in Kluang. Tasik yang besar dengan permandangan yang agak menenangkan. And banyak the 'bangla' for sure! Hahahaha tuh yang tak boleh blah. Time bride photoshoot, me and Kak Ha sesaje ah kan menggunakan kesempatan 'photoshoot' sama. Me with my phone dengan low quality of pictures and all, bedal jeah lhaa. Hahaha. Pity me still not get the DSLR. Oiyoooo~


Then photoghapher, panggil kitaorang shoot sama dengan bride! Aksi loncat bagai, terkecut what ever and all. Hahaha! Paling 'memalukan' my shoot time lompat. Dua kali shoot, dua kali tuh muka tknampak. Sedeh! Nak shoot balik buad malu so takyah ah. Hihi. Then shoot candid by the other photographer wedding time kitaorg nak balik. Hahaha


Malam pulak ada kuda kepang! Seriously it's make me scared of it! Ku da kepang you guys tahulah kan macam mana. Started dia agak menakutkan then part middle show okay funny and all after that ending dia seram! Aku rasa nak jerit. Hahaha then kenal dengan sorang budak kuda kepang. Wiuuuuuu~ Gojez woi! Hahaha.


Okay rasa sampai sini ah story sebab dah banyak sangat niyh. Gambar? Besuk upload niyh internet so lembab. Ishhhhh ><' Kbye assalamualaikum =)

Xoxo, Scha <3