I have my own reason why I'm hiding our relationship, delete about you on my blog . Have my OWN reason ! Don't ask what . Sad when I read your message on FB just now :'(. Even I do that on you, I'm still love you . Saya masih sayang dan cintakan awak . Believe me :(

Xoxo, Scha <3

Sometimes hurting is needed to make us grow,

Loss is needed to make us gain,

Failure needed to make us know,

Because come lessons are best when learned through pain :')

Xoxo, Scha <3

Barang raya byk tak beli lagi !! Hadoiiii --' Handbag, shoes, shirt, jeans *don't think so wanna buy jeans . Then bracelet also earring have buy it . Earring dah beli dah . Bracelet I beli dgn Lolaa so then she reserved it for me ! Thanks Lolaa . I will meet up with her and make the payment so then I can get my bracelet !! Huhaaaaaa ~

 Bracelet from Lolaa 

Earring from Fyah buy it on the online shopping !

So then I have it ! Handbag and shoe I would buy in brown color cause now I very-2 admire with that color ! OMJ ! Only a pair of shoe ! Nvm . Bukan jalan mana pown kan raya . Hihi . Tanak beli heels . Just buy biasa punya . Hihi :D My hair after Eid maybe baru buad before Qylaa's open house . Curly lhaa . Qylaa buad perm . Taraaaaa ~

Xoxo, Scha <3

Raya lagi berape hari jeah kan ? Aku rindu dia . Telephone asyik tak dapat jeah . Hubungan niyh mcm dah tak wujud lagi ! Sedih tuh memang sedih . Untuk pengetahun semua, aku private relationship kitaorg . Aku yg private kan . Jangan tanya kay apesal ? Hurm

Xoxo, Scha <3

Maybe after Eid or after PMR, I will follow Ellena, Ellen's sister to KL . Dia ajak pergi sana . Lol >.<' . Malu weyhh . Lagi satu kalaw dgn kakak dia aku speaking aa . English aku tak okay sangat but she nevermind about that . Not 100% speaking . Sometimes tuh cakap Malay lhaa kan . Bukan aku yang nak ikot but dia ajak . Okay then what ? Lol >.<' . Ellena was a very kind . Dia tuh FA kat AirAsia . And model sambilan . Dia emmang cantik ! Haritue masa kat rumah Ellen dia makep so then borak dengan aku . Whoaaaa ~ Nak tahu tak rupe dia mcm mana ? Korang pergi YouTube, then carik lagu "Boleh Bah Kalau Kau" videoclip lagu tuh . Dia cantik ♥

Xoxo, Scha <3

Saya sakit :'( !

Xoxo, Scha <3

Last night, I dream about you ! It's been for a long weeks ago I don't dream about you so then last night I dream about you -.-' . It feels so weird but . Hurm nvm . Know what, I MISS YOU FUCKING DAMN MUCH, LOSERRR !! :'(

Xoxo, Scha <3

Okay akhir-2 niyh aku rajin mesej dengan N . Whoaaa ~ Siapakah N ? Dia niyh jiran aku . But tak tahu aa kan . Dari gerak gaya maybe dia suke aku . Aww ^^ Perasan jeah . Hihi . Dia buad aku gelak time tengah sedih niyh . Thanks N . Awak baik dengan saya . Ecehhh ~ Sahur harituh dia suruh aku kejutkan . Aku pown kejutkan lhaa . Last-2 aku tak bangun sahur . Dia dah dulue . Haha . Kelakar babe . Now dia sambung belajar . Dulue hari-2 jumpekan wak ? Heeee ~ Ahad niyh jumpe saya taw wak ? Janji nak ajarkan Math dgn Sains . Then raya jangan lupe pakai baju sedondon . Dah janjiiii !! Kena tunaikan . Hikhik (Y)
#Kaw sakit hati ? Gasak kaw lhaa ~

Xoxo, Scha <3

Aku rindu kaw, aku tunggu kaw tiap hari . Call asyik tak dapat . Serious weyh kaw buad aku rasa benci kat kaw ! Kaw fikir aku tipu kea hah ? Kaw boleh kembalikan lagi keyakinan aku untuk sayang kaw lagi ? Sakit doe . Takdea siapa faham sakit aku . Aku bukan nak memburukkan engkau tapi bila dah jadik mcm niyh, memang semua boleh keluar kan . Kaw nak suruh aku tunggu kaw sampai aku mampos kea hah ? Raya lagi berape hari jeah . Kaw tak fikir kea aku ? Tak tanya sihat aku kea tidak ? Dah nak raya weyh kaw tak reti nak tanya bagai tuh semua ? Biasanye kaw ah paling banyak tanya . Weyh aku rindu kaw tahap nak mampos aa BODOH ! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH !!!! :'( 

Xoxo, Scha <3

Okay memang lambat aku dapat bed dengan new mattress . Hadoiiii --' . Nvm . Ingat aku kesah sangat kea hah ? Tak pownn ~ WAHAHA ! Lepas raya maybe dapat . So then just chill and wait for that . 

Xoxo, Scha <3

Already sleepy ! Night fellas . Have a nice dream . So then I wish it too . Byee (Y)

Xoxo, Scha <3

When I was 8-9 years old like that, I lovessss to eat watermelon ! Everyday is watermelon . Until I'm feverr . So then stop it until I 11 years old . And now I miss it . Miss to eat watermelon everyday . But at the same times too, I'm afraid if I got fever again . Lols >.<

Xoxo, Scha <3

Soon, I will have a new bed ! New mattress . Oh gorch ! Feels like de' awesome one . Huhaaa ~ Buying a the furniture shop lhaa kan . Of course . And from there too, I meet someone ! Oh lol lol >.< He's chinese boy . For me, he was a cute and also handsome . Hikhik . Everytime when I meet him, I always laughing . LOUDLY ! Very the shame one but who cares kan ? That's me who is love laughing until my stomach sakit-2 ! Hihi . He knows how tickle my funny bones ! Ohh ~ I'm looking at his face so then he also ! Looking in my eyes and I don't want miss that moment .... Hihi . But sometimes when he look into my eyes, I will blushing so then I'm looking another side . Halolololoo ~ Maybe perasan jeah kudd =.='
#remember that you already have a husband, Nea -,-' He also know about that . So then bye ! Later I update about him again :DD

Xoxo, Scha <3

For those hate me, I give this for you ! Don't you think I don't have haters out there . I have it . But I don't know who . Sometimes I realize it, sometimes not . Sedangkan kawan sendiri pown boleh benci kita ! Tak payah membohong sangat lerr --'

Xoxo, Scha <3

Let me think about my future . So then, I will know what is the best for me and what is NOT ! Think it calmly and not hurriedly cause it will destroy you dream . Destroy all of you dream it before ! Wanna chase all my dream . And yes ! Now I try to chase it :) 

Xoxo, Scha <3

Besuk Math 1 & 2 also Sejarah ! Okay aku tktahu MATHHH !! Really the annoying ! Tadi keluar bukan nak study . Memang selekeh perangai kaw . So then nvm . Besuk pown balik pukul 3 sebab nak study Agama and Kemahiran Hidup . Hurrrrrr --" Study dengan my girls . Wink wink ^^ Dah dah ! Tidur . Besuk bangun sahur and sekolah EXAM ! Brahhhhhhhhhhh ~

Xoxo, Scha <3

Trial oh trial ! Sejak trial dah start niyh, aku asyik tidur dengan buku jeah -,- Believe it or not ! Nak study punye pasal ! Today paper English 1 & 2 . So then for sure I failed . Tawakal jeah lhaa kan . Also with Geografi . Really difficult but I try my best . Paper 2 section A essay I'm not finish it up ! Really the sad one . Aku lemah bab buad essay English ! BM too . Alarhhhhhh ~ Satu perenggan setengah jeah ? Nak bawak mana tuh result ? Hadoiiii --" Fikiran memang melayan gila aa . Nak buad essay jangan ingat lhaa senangkan ? So then now aku fikirkan perasaan Teacher Shamsiah . Dia yang beria-ia supaya essay aku lulus . Ya Allah ~ Aku pasti dah mengecewakan dia kan ? Serious babe ! Rasa macam down gila sekarang niyh . Hadoiiii --" Harap-2 English lulus . Tawakal ~ :'(

Xoxo, Scha <3

Adik manisssss ~ Muke ada banyak senyum kaa ? :) Errrr -,- Menjadah aa gila senyum ! Aku tengah serabut fikir exam . In 2hours more nak duduk kat kerusi exam niyh . Hurrrrrr ~ Aku dengan tak baca buku . Online jeah kerja . Nak kemana weyh dengan online kaw ? #sendiri tanya sendiri jawab . Tak bangang kea jawabnye weyh -,- ? Huaaaaaaaaaaaa .... Doakan jeah lhaa aku nanti ea ? Tawakal kea, redha kea harap-2 nanti boleh jawab ! Aminnn :')

Xoxo, Scha <3

So then yesterday night 13/8/11, me and Maya celebrating Fatieha's birthday ! Guys know what . We give a flour to her . So then after that, her body and also her hair full of flour ! That's all my plan . Hihi . Actually plan bawak flour and eggs . But Maya bongok tak bawak eggs . Aku dah geram jeah . Is nvm lhaa . Nanti kalaw Yaa busuk, dengan aku-2 aku sekali kena ! Believe it or not aku semalam tak mandi sehari semata-2 tunggu time malam nak celebrate tuh semua ! Eeeeeee . Disgusting one -,- Lol . So then here's the fhoto . Lalalalala ~

 Mata masuk tepung ! Ah padan kaw -,-

 Dok membersihkan badan kena tepunggg

 Cantikkan potret tuh ? Dari pakwe dia ..

Made by Naz Gallery :)

 Cake ^^

 Aku tktahu dia dapat hadiah apa . Haha

 Si sengal yang lupe bawak tepung ! Padahal celebrate kat depan rumah dia .

Dia tanak bawak telur . Suwey kaww -,-

Kerja si Maya yang mencelet krim kek kat muke aku 

Kat celet kat pipi tapi kena mata !

Sejuk tak sejuk ah aku cakap ! Siaa . HAHAHA !!

So then dah tengokkan gambar ? Sengal tak sengal aa . HAHAHA ! So then I hope dia happy aa . Even telur takdea . Kalaw telur ada memang mandi 2jam kaw nanti . Wakakaka !!

Xoxo, Scha <3

So then this Monday birthday my pretty boobs this one ! Nadirah Mahadi (♥). Duly yesterday I breaking fast with her but I have a problem with my family so then cancel last minute that make her so much anger with me ! Sorry dear darling . Never think can be like that . Nvm forget about the past :') I was think this Monday want to celebrate with her . Means nak buka luar . Aku nak tebus semalam punye . Hihi . Then tadi tanya dia but dia kata ayah dia nak belanje makan . Halowhhhh ~ Aku dah gelabahkan mcm nak ajak dia keluar ? So then I think I wanna make something aa . Hihi . Tak Monday, Tuesday pown boleh kan ? Tuh pown kalaw ayah dia bagi . Hihi . I think wanna give something to her ! What it is ? Shuuuuuuuuu ~ Secreteee -,- Hohaaaaa :'D

Xoxo, Scha <3

Monday niyh dah trial ! Oh gorch ! So scaredddd ~ You guys know what ? Aku pegang buku pown tak lagi . Bukan kata pegang, tengok pown dah sah-2 tak lagi kan . Hihi . So then what should I do ? Hak elahhhh ... Soalan kaw Nea tak mencabar lhaa doa . Pergi dekat rak buku engkau, amik buku and bacalah buku :) Taraaaaaaa ~ Simple kan ? Huhaaaa ~ Bye fellas . Caloobetehhh -,-

Xoxo, Scha <3

Amr Diab - Tamally Maak (Always With You) English Subtitles

Know this song when I was 4 or 5 years old like lhaa . From my sis lhaa kan for suree . Dulue kat kereta dia banyak kaset-2 lagu Arab . Dengan aku-2 aku terikot lagu Arab niyh . Then after that aku dah lupe lagu-2 aku niyh . So then aku carik balik lagu niyh bila aku terdengar English song ala-2 irama Arab gituh kann . Hihi . Calling You by Outlandish :)

Tamally maak
We law hata ba eed any,
Fe alby hawak.

Tamally maak
tamally fe baly we fe alby
Wala bansak
Tamally waheshny,
Low hata bakoon waiak.

Tamally maak
We law hata ba eed any
Fe alby hawak.

Tamally maak
Tamally fe baly we fe alby
Wala bansak
Tamally waheshny,
Low hata bakoon waiak.

Tamally habibi bashtaklak
Tamally alaya men badlak
We law hawalaya kol el doon
Ta ool ya habibi bahtaglak.

Tamally habibi bashtaklak
Tamally alaya men badlak
We law hawalaya kol el doon
Ta ool ya habibi bahtaglak.

Tamally maak
Maak alby, maak rohy
Ya aghla habib
Ya aghla habib.

We mahma tekoon baeed any
Le alby areeb.
Ya omry el gai wel hader,
Ya ahla naseeb.

Tamally maak(maaaak)
Maak alby, maak omry
Ya aghla habib
Ya aghla habib

We mahma tekoon baeed any
Le alby areeb.
Ya omry el gai wel hader,
Ya ahla naseeb.

Tamally habibi bashtaklak
Tamally alaya men badlak
We law hawalaya kol el doon
Ta ool ya habibi bahtaglak.

Tamally habibi bashtaklak
Tamally alaya men badlak
We law hawalaya kol el doon
Ta ool ya habibi bahtaglak.

Tamally habibi bashtaklak
Tamally alaya men badlak
We law hawalaya kol el doon
Ta ool ya habibi bahtaglak.

Tamally habibi bashtaklak
Tamally alaya men badlak
We law hawalaya kol el doon
Ta ool ya habibi bahtaglak.

Xoxo, Scha <3

When we break the promises, someone will get hurt and don't want to speak with us anymore ! So then, he/she will frightened off to make a promise with us . Then we're not sure right if we can fulfill the promise or not  . So, don't make a promise with anybody when you can't fulfill that promise !

Sorry Nadirah . I'm a bad one for you and I can't fulfill my promise on you !

:'(

Xoxo, Scha <3

Miss someone ! Gorchhhh ~ Boleh teringat pulakkan kat dia ? Hihi . Lama jugak tak text dia since aku dah couple niyh . Halowhhhhh ~ Nanti nak buka kat luar dgn Nadirah . So then nak jumpe diaa . Tuh pown kalaw dia kerja . Alahaiiii ~~

So then I miss you, R ;(

Xoxo, Scha <3

So then I will keep SMILE and SMILE as I can !

:)

Xoxo, Scha <3

Jangan tanya aku sama ada aku okay ataupown tidak ! Macam-2 sekarang perasaan aku niyh . Aku mmg nak makin hamun jeah . Sabar jeah kan ? So then bye ! Hell -,-

Xoxo, Scha <3

Happy Birthday

Happy Anniversary 4 Months

My Heart (♥)

Xoxo, Scha <3

"Weyh, dia sakit lhaa . Jangan kacau dia ."

Tuh lhaa kata-2 yang aku dengar dari kawan aku selepas Zikri sergah aku dalam kelas ketika aku sedang sakit . Tadi kat kelas aku tak berape nak okay sangat . Mula-2 masuk sekolah happy then time masuk kelas aku terus mcm lemah . Don't know why . That time aku tengah tidur . Kepale aku sakit . Erghhhh .

Then lepas dia sergah aku, aku terus tersedar then peluk Eya . Sambil nangis-2 and tahan nafas ! Betape sakitnya dada aku and aku terus menahan dengan linangan air mata . Ya Allah . Masa tuh aku tak boleh nak fikir apa . Just menangis and menangis and menangis ! Teacher Shamsiah suruh aku baring then tarik nafas perlahan-2 mcm orang biasa sakit tuh kan . Then aku baring tarik nafas perlahan-2 sambil menangis . Memang sakit . Allah jeah lhaa yang tahu . Then Ellen datang kat tempat aku tanya keadaan aku time tuh . I'm just say that I'm not well that time . So then dia beredar dari tempat aku and aku turun untuk menunaikan solat Dhuha . 

Sakit memang sakit tapi aku kena tahan . Besuk dah exam . But pelajar Melayu belum start lagi exam . Pelajar Melayu start hari Isnin . Then naik kelas budak-2 tanya aku "Eh kaw kenape tadi ? Dah nak mampos ea ?!" . Macam biasa aku hanya balas dengan senyuman . Tapi disebalik senyuman aku menahan kesakitan . Nvm . Bersabar selagi boleh bersabar, Nea :')

Xoxo, Scha <3

I can't wait for this ! Shopping timeeee . Raya semakin hampir . So better buad persiapan awal .Then for sure all of my things are Pink color (♥) . And I'm adore with that color . Huhaaaaaa ~ Kbai night :*

Xoxo, Scha <3

Skip from going to school today ! What an awesome lhaa beibeh -,- Exam in one weeks more . Opss sorry . I mean in a few days more left for Trial PMR ! Gorchhhhh ~ But I still play around with this . Lol lol >< 
#when you can realize with this, Scha ? :/

Xoxo, Scha <3

Yesterday keluar dgn Maya . Tak plan pown kay . Aku punye gerammm . Kelam kabut memasing . Baraii . Hahaha . So then pergi bandar teman member Maya amik lesen kereta then lepas tuh jenjalan Kluang Parade Kluang Mall then pergi saloon tengok kawan Maya buad rambut ! Bapak tak cepad aa kan . Huhhhh --" Then nak balik tuh singgah bazaar beli nasi ayam, air tebu air asam boi then beli ayam kepak madu . So then balik ! Here's the fhoto ~

 Tunggu kawan Maya

 Saloon Pink Lady ! Hurrr --"

Takdea kerja aku dgn Maya ! Hahahah . So then bye . I'm a bit tired for today . So tomorrow I will update my bloggie . Just wait on it . Byeee

Xoxo, Scha <3

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Tadi pagi lepas aku bangun tidur tuh aku on aa FB kan . Then like what I say my FB can open . After a few minutes later baru boleh on . Alhamdulillah ~ Reda sikit marah aku . Time tuh membuak-2 aa jugak hati aku marah punye pasai ! Hurrrrr --" Then Iqaa ngok ngek chat dengan aku . Taraaaaa ~ Rindu engkau Kiah ^^ . Dia ajak wc kat FB . Sumpah sedapkan boleh . Cara aa . HAHAHA ! Then aku ajak YM . Memula dia taknak . Aku paksa aa . Then dia mengalah lhaa jugak . Kihkihkih

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Dia gelakkan background lappy aku . Sott ! Hahaha

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Dah macam Justin BIBIR aku tengok muke kaw, Kiahh -,-

Wahahahaha XDD

Then lepas tuh aku sambung wc dgn Fyah Ahmad . Kihkihkih . What a naise lhaa kan ? Eekekeke :D Comel jeah muke dia ^^

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Taraaaaa ~ Comei kan diaa ? :D

Location : Library Kluang ^^

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Tengok muke aku dgn peace bagai . Mcm nak kena sepak ! 

Hahaha

So then after all of that, aku turun bawah pergi dapur carik makan ! Sedap ah kaw . Hahaha XDD

Xoxo, Scha <3