Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =')

Failure comes from the person who doesn't appreciated the life. Appreciated the things that they had. I am the one..

Telling somebody whom I trust is the only way that I can released all of it and my depression into. I admit, I'm sick all around with this life. Isn't wrong tell my mom about it?

I do I've shouldn't do that. But I won't to keep it by myself and only me that I think the things can be shared together. Mommy the only person in this world that I trusted that can keep my problems. But some are not, yes I did..

I just make it. I am promising to my own self, every single things that will happen on me soon, let me keep it by my self. Which is includes with the relationship or not, I will do. I am promised it! Every thing that I do is wrong! Wrong for the every eyes that watched it and see how it began! Regret..

From now and on, let me keep it by myself. I am promised! I don't mind if he tell about it to his friends but I'm not. I don't have any friend that can be shared just only mom and family that I have and mommy is always be my good friend. Indeed, I know where the way I go. Make it twice obviously not the good idea..

Well at least, he still have a friend that can be going out together. I am not. Here is I'm alone. With my family and Him. Allah and Rasulullah were beside me everyday. Alhamdulillah. I'm fine with it. I don't mind. It is my fault, guys :')

You're pleasant to blaming me. For the each things that I've done. Or I'm not. Like seriously, I will face it. Take it with a fine. Allah blessing me everyday. Quite enough for me. And I pray this relationship will be forever till heaven of Jannah, insyaAllah :'D

Wassalam =')

Xoxo, Scha

Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =)

As well you know, my life been busy now. Work and study is not really enjoy thingy for me. But yet I still can be handle it. 

Rushing there and here make my feet can't any longer able to stand. Back from school, sometimes I got to  go to office. Often to it but really not. Blurgh

And ya the story up here not really exciting cause was not really true about. I am happy all the way!!!!
Yeayyyy I'm fine. Work and study make me feel so happy. Heheh

Okay let's about my relationship. What happen? And ya here we go!

Me and Akim now like really not in the way. Means like we're keep argue this lately. I don't know where it's come but surely, it's not really cool..

I need to off my phone for a while when even I knew I whom started it first! I always want to win! There is my pointless and that can be cased why and what's happening! If you are in my place, you'll know the feeling..

Like seriously, I don't want to make the things became so worst! He sulking, either me too. We're both are! At the end, I need to persuaded him. Before this, he used to do that. Keep always he did. And now, it's my turn..

And ya, we've been in this love about 7 months and half! Engaged about 5 months and 2 days! Speechless! 

I love him in every way that he did even sometimes look annoying. How fat, annoying, dumb he is and more, I still love. The only good present Allah's give after my family and all over the part in my life. Blissful. Thought it will come the most need it in my life. Thank you Allah. Nothing can described how thankful I am. Blessed!

Wassalam =)

Xoxo, Scha

Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =)

Last night, sleeping at my bed. I've dreamed a bad, worst, most annoying dream that I had. Ponder what mean of the dream actually..

Like seriously, I got the dream! Was before it's Akim. And now, we're changed it and I got. Where is I've married with someone else whom is not AKIM! Damn!! 

Why He entering in my dream? I don't ask for that. No. Hmm pretty sure he is most ridiculous to me..

Wassalam =)

Xoxo, Scha

Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =)

Like seriously, I couldn't tell you how I've been thinking about it since Akim told me yesterday about the dream. And I couldn't take it away from escaping me in this way. I wondering that if could be happen, I will spell that he never enter in my life before!

Ya I saw him as usual he went go out to his house. He is thin. More thin that before that I've met him. How?! How can I think that. Told mummy about that. And she not really interesting to hear that. She supposed to hear what my boyfie do for right now.

Akim surely will be mad to hear that. I do not love him anymore but when I saw him automatically, my mind was disappeared to somewhere place. It is six months ago but when you got to do that, I'm not sure it will still barely to think or how.

Maybe I was still here for the hope it not will come to me back. How I wish me and him will never do to meet or so. Hopefully the dreams was just a play land of sleep to Akim and he still stick around me when I need him. The loves and sound from him the mostly things and deepest feeling that I want. No others. Him..

I've been here neighbour-hood place where I met him. The place that can't be change to my family nor him either too. Real place. Being from fat until thin and being thin until fatty this, it can't really being take off. I just being honest and true here in this blog without no one notice it. I do believe this is something gonna be happen back of it. But not that, ask to stay away from us. Me and Akim..

Akim I just need you for not making any arguments off. Make it not hesitation. In a real..

Wassalam =')

Xoxo, Scha

Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =)

Hello party people! What's up girls? Today is Sunday and I have a blissful day for today. Oh such a blessed :)

And ya btw, I'm celebrating my 7 monthsary of love with Akim! Yeayyyyyyy!! Finally we've reached of this month with full of love and Allah blessed us in this relationship. Alhamdulillah. Everything was doing fine and we're still together in the track! Hehehe happy and happy.

Me? Hmm I'm already in form 5. Time flies so fast. We're finally in 2013 year. I've dreamed before and I wish this could not be happen in my life. I am SPM Candidate in 2013. Unbelieveble! Like seriously, I can't believe this. Hmm pathetic :'(

In a few months that I did not updating my blog, my life was being so cool! I tell you now. I am a part time work as a photographer. Finally, I achieved it! Alhamdulillah. I got my own money to survived and to buy what I want. Not really at all that want to buy. But at least, I get my own handbag used my money. Cool aite? Don't say it please :D

What I want to say? What more and else? Stuck here with no ideas want to write. Well, I'd wrote something important. Surely, I don't have a readers here like before. Arghhhhhhhhhhh!! All the peoples come back to me here. Sorry for rarely updating the blog. I've been busy with life and my happiness that I made and forgetting these things. Sorry my mistakes :(

Hello the people! Here I am come back with a new and hot stuff cool the stories. Will come back soon with more stories! Wait and be chill. I'll be back, promise! :)

Here some photos that I can share in these few of months that I leave it..

Wassalam =)

Xoxo, Scha