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Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =)

I knew that I'm start it first and I knew too that should end it of this war. But I can't! This is not what I want for the everyday. No..

Should I walk away? FUCK how can this be in my mind now?! I don't know. My mind stuck for while now. I'd be thinking, this is not the way to solve the problems between us. Just walk away and not turn around. Oh My Lord! How can I think of that. Please I'm begging do not separate us cause this is my only love that I want :'(

I'll maybe die if He not around me cause now I'm already dying here cause I want him. Seriously, I miss him much. Too much. Much more!!

I just... I just want to meet him, that's all! I do favor not ask more than that. Just want to meet him. ONLY! :'(

Wassalam =)

Xoxo, Scha

SAMPAI BILA?!

Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =)

Sedih.
Sangat!
Tiada sesiapa yang mengerti perasaan aku buad ketika ini.
Tuhan berikan aku airmata untuk melepaskan kesedihan.
Tuhan berikan aku hati untuk tabah menghadapi dugaan.

Aku terima.
Aku redha..

Kalaw lhaa dia tahu yang aku,
Hmm
Aku rindukan dia.
Dan semestinya aku ingin berjumpa dengannya.
Apa perasaan dia?

Laman sosial Twitter dia.
Aku stalk.
Aku terbaca.
Terdiam, terduduk buad seketika.
And I wonder, how happy he is.
And I know.
That I'm disturbing him.
Never mind. I'm okay. No worries :')

Terasa.
Tapi tak mengapa. Rileks sudah.
Watlek, watcool.
Tapi tak jugak aku rasa. Sama je rasa tuh.
Diam..

Telefon berdering.
Aku jawab.
"Hello?"
Terdengar suara lelaki.
Aku kenal suara itu. Aku matikan panggilan.
Dalam hati,
"Kenapa carik aku?"
Berkali-kali. Aku diam. Seribu bahasa...

Terima satu pesanan ringkas.
Aku baca, aku biarkan.
Bukan apa, tak tambah nilai lagik.
Aku keluar, lepak.
Sekejap. Aku masuk ke dalam.
Nak tidur lelapkan mata.
Tak boleh!
Terbayangkan benda yang tak pasti di fikiran. Aku biarkan..

Aku rindu.
Nak jumpa.
Boleh tak?

Tapi bila?!

Wassalam =)

Xoxo, Scha

Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =)

Apa yang ada dalam hati?

Dalam hati ada cinta.

Apa yang ada dalam cinta?

Dalam cinta ada kasih.

Apa yang ada dalam kasih?

Dalam kasih ada sayang.

Apa yang ada dalam sayang?

Dalam sayang ada rindu..

Penghuraian aku terhadap hati. Hati manusia. Tersirat dengan seribu satu makna. Benci, marah. Semuanya dalam hati. Tiada siapa yang tahu..

Aku seorang manusia. Dan juga seorang pelakon. Pelakon dunia. Dunia ini penuh drama. Aku, memulakan segala cerita dan drama. Hasil karyaku, tiada siapa yang tahu kecuali AKU!

Rindu? Haruslah. Aku rindu akan terhadap kekasih hatiku. Dia yang mewarnai hidupku buad saat ini. 
Setiap hari aku rindu akan si Dia. Dia tahu tak yang aku rindu sangat kat dia? Hmm

Wassalam =)

Xoxo, Scha

Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =)

How I wish that I have the tickets of smile so I can give it away to the people when I'm sad. And probably, they will never see me sad. Yes! That is what I want. So tired being the drama infront of them. Ya, I need too..

Wassalam =)

Xoxo, Scha

Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =)

Today kerja nak hapdet belog jea. Cause I'm bored. Yes I am! Tomorrow math test. I'm dying there. Lol -.-

Did you see that? No no. Not the teddy bears but the baby is in the picture! Homaigod! Comel sangatttt!! Me so geram okay with the baby. Well ya actually I'm a kids lover there. I love the kiddos and babies. They were so cute! But the part I hated most bila kiddos yang comot-2 and selekeh. Rasa nak pang jeah -.- Did their parent do not taking them well?

And ya, even I'm sixteen years old, I'm already plan for my future soon. Mean my study, career, married, family and surely the babies! Oh damn it please time do faster fly it away so then I can be adult so fast! I want to reach it all my dreams to be real as what I plan. Hmm nampak tak kegatalan nak kahwin cepat dapat baby? Sure lhaa! Hahahaa the age girls were same like me surely plan a something for their future just like ME! Arghhhhhhhhhhhh

If I go back to my hometown and I saw my cousin's baby, surely I'll go and catch them hug kiss them until crying! Hahaha isn't too much? Yes I know. I've shouldn't do that to them but ya, disebabka I terlalu sayang and sukakan budak and I need to do it. Sound creepy there...

Here is the photos that I'd took in my files. Well actually most the baby photos is all my niece. Ya sangat comel hokeh! Fuhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

Mia ♥

Irfan ♥

Qaseh ♥

Opssss! Ya the last one is not I'm goggling atcelli. Hihi. Love her eyes. So big and her lips so cute. And ya see? Okay not too much the photos but yet still I have it! Awhhh adore much. Soon insyaAllah panjang umur gonna get what I want and ya, Allah will send me the lovelies and cutest baby to me and the baby will be mine. Amin. Pray for my life and my health. Amin ya rab :)

Wassalam =)

Xoxo, Scha

Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =)

Thank you. For everything.

Love you. For always.

Miss you. For everyday.

Pray us. For everytime.

I had just spent it all just for us. No worries there. You'll always be in my heart, Fitri Hakim ♥

Wassalam =)

Xoxo, Scha

Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =)

Hal terindah dari seorang wanita adalah bukan saat dia tersenyum bahagia, tetapi saat butiran airmatanya terjatuh saat berdoa..

Bukan kerana kecantikan yang mempersona, tetapi kerana sujud rukuknya yang tiada henti..

Atau bukan kerana keelokan tubuh yang dipamerkan, tetapi kerana keteguhannya Imannya dalam menjaga aurat..

Maka ia adalah permata yang dirindukan dan embun yang dinantikan, bahkan bidadari Syurga pun cemburu kerananya..

Itulah Kecantikan Seorang Muslimah. SubhanAllah ♥

Wassalam =)

Xoxo, Scha

Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =)

People tryin' to bring me down. Hey dudes! Come on. Don't be like this lhaa. I'm happy now. Totally happy. I don't even mind with your rumours. Don't care what you're gonna say about me and my life. Well at least, I'm not disturbing and entering all of your problems. You are my friend right? You shouldn't say like that. Hmpp please. Just give me a space for a happiness that I've been through now. So sorry to said but I'll maybe no longer will believe what rumours gonna say about my relationship. I don't even enter you guys business. Hmpppp

Wassalam =)

Xoxo, Scha 

Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =)

When I scroll down my TL, I just read about the rumours. Or maybe true story. No, I don't wanna know about it. Rumours or else, I don't know. Don't even know kay! Tak nak tahu. As long as I not see it in front of my two ball of eyes, I will not believe it. Allah knew the story is, let He plan it as well. We live in a story. Earth as the location where is we're start the drama. We just only as the actor. Well. Keep in faith. World is full of fake. I just let 'em be..

Wassalam =)

Xoxo, Scha

Hai and assalamualaikum to all my lovelies reader =)

Hey yoo! Guys we're already in October now. Oh gosh time flies so fast! Dear October, please be nice and sexy classy sassy for me please? Hahaha lol -.-

And ya, today I wanna story about this last week. With HIM for sure!!! Arghhhhh demmit

Okay seminggu yang lepas my Honey balik Kluang with no tell me that he nak balik sini. Okay fine. He makes surprised for me yang memang gila babi menyirap semua ada. Sakit hati lhaa jugakkan. That night I called him and ask where's he that time cause background call so noisy and all. And ya, he told me that he is on his auntie stall. Okay then. I ask again! Where's him actually cause saound very noisy and all. He told again, he is in the room of the stall and ya ramai orang kat kedai bising. I'm just quiet while saying, "Okay. Yaa.." Then dia pown cakap, line DG so kimak all those that. I percaya and said, nevermind then. And that night he didn't call me at all! Sedih just waiting his call but dia tak call. Okay fine..

Next day on Tuesday, after I'm reach home back from school he called me. He ask, "Eh tak keluar whateverso!?" I said lhaa no. Wanna go out with who. I don't have a friends here that gonna bring me out. And ya he told me, "Kalaw I ada kat Kluang mesti you keluar dgn I kan.." So ya I said, YES! Hmmmm

1hours later, he called me back and saying, "You keluar rumah.." I feel so strange that time cause usually, he didn't allowed me to go alone! But why that time he so lovely allowed me to go out. Wehhhhhhh so hot lhaa. Panas kay kat luar. Aku dengan belum mandi malas nak keluar ah. He forced me to go out! Memang that time dah kena sumpahan serana lhaa. Before that he called and said he's at Kelantan. Bunyik bising sebab dengar bunyik angin kereta and he denied it he said, no, bunyik kipas roommates bring it from his house! Okay fine mengalah just mengiyakan.

Suddenly, he called me and appeared infront of my house! Fucking shit! What the hell of this?!! And ya I masuk kereta and I punched him! I'm yelling at him but he just smile infront of me while saying this is all just a surprise for me. I feel so touched that time wanna cry but I can't!!!!!!! What so babisssssss

After that, I masuk rumah tanak jumpa dia! Elehhhhh kejab jeah lepastuh masuk kereta suruh dia jalan. Kay dia jalan. In the car, I tak bercakap dengan dia. Dia pujuk for sure I'm just ignore. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

So then when I'm started talk with him, everything is just fine after that. Ya we're happy and all. Me more happy! Crying is the mostly part we've used to do :')

So then ya the next day and all, we're dating and meet and all. Gahhhhhhhhhhhh! All is precious moment and time with him :)

And ya we keep going out in a couple of days ago since he was here. Not a couple of days but a weeks! Trust me. We're just going out and actually he need to study not to going out with me cause I've told ya don't always go out cause you balik sini untuk study week and he ignored it cause he said to me he wanna meet me cause he miss me much! Ya well actually, me too. Hik hik ><'

Then kami keluar, karaoke berjalan semua semua lhaa! Ohhhhhhh best gilaaaaa! Moment kay moment.  Hahahaha seminggu keluar non stop tak kira days or nights even mummy dah warning jangan keluar malam yet, I still do it cause wanna met him. Rindu doeeeeee! Berminggu-2 ceq nangis rindu dia. Haaaa nampak tak poyo? Hahahaha

So last day I met him on Tuesday, we're going some place that so sentimental for me! Hahahaha the place where are we've met and got falls in love. Ya maybe I can tell it just like a first sight love. Hahahaha part niyh poyo. Okay Roibo tempat kitaorang awal jumpa yang dia nak usha gua tak dapat. Haaaaa tak dapat jak kaw time tuh. Padan muke kaw! Hahaha he accompany me makan sebab lapar balik sekolah aku tak makan apa sampai keluar tuh. So dia temankan makan macam biasa. Well actually banyak diam that time cause wanna remember the first we saw each other and tak bertegur cause that time I'd thinking, "Okay wanna accost him but sorry I knew you're not knowing me cause I'm not the one hotstuff kat Kluang. Pity me T.T". Liddat ah a bit. Hihihiih :D

Then after that, kitaorg pergi tasik. First place masa date dulu. Hahahaha laka-2 lhaa weyh. Okay aku mendiamkan diri sebab aku teringat masa awal-2 date tuh kan. Aduhhhhhh -.-

And that time kena marah jugak ah dengan dia sebab dia pelik dengan perangai aku yang jadik pendiam. I just want him know that I'm trying remembered all those memories between me and him! Dah nak masuk 4bulan kay. Okay tak sambut pown sebab dia kat Kelantan and I just boleh mengharap tempat yang dia bawak as present annimonthsary of us! The place that we'd met and first date and all! Okay he said to me, "Are you already dumb?" Okay memang terasa nak nangis but just ignored and smiling. I used the way the we took before. 

He just followed me up there. Ya look like a stupid enough when the boy followed girl but NOT GIRL! Okay then.. Masuk kereta kena marah kena bebel. I just do ignore sambil makan jambu batu kering that I'd buy at KM. Lalala sampai satu masa I can't take it and I'm crying. Hmmm how I wish he understand me why I'm just silent and smiling in front of him! How I wish he remembered the way that I took when the first time we're date and talking, story some stuff and all. Ya I'm crying :'(

I have a reason why I do all of that. And that time, I just feel want to whisper at his ear while saying, "Do you remember all of this, Honey? :)". If I could do that, I will but my mouth so heavy that time wanna tell him and the mostly thing I do that time is, smiling. Remembered memories. So sentimental for me! I don't even cared what you guys wanna say about it but it is too much precious in my life that I couldn't have it in TWICE! :'(

I'm over crying to him cause I'm so terrified if I need to lose him one day and I hope so it will not happen in my life. So then please do favor keep me calm when I'm trying and he did it. Don't want lose my loved one like I lose it before. Don't wanna be same like before. So terrified. Everyday I'm just only can pray for our relationship hope nothing bad happen to us. And crying for sure. Hmmm :'/

Here some latest photos from us during last week. Tak banyak pongggggg :P

Okay this time at McD ada krisis time dalam kereta laka-2 ohhhh -__-

Gheti jeah senyum leklok. Memang tak lhaaa~ Hahaha

2hours we spent time together at karaoke. Memang noob time niyh sumpah

Smileeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

And ya the story end here :)

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Weh kejabbbbbbbbbb!! Ada lagik satu gambar niyh. Jab jab hihi

Teneneneneneeeeeee *lagu Nokia 3310*

Wanna know the reason what? He wore my favorite outfit, the blue jeans shirt and also the present that I gave to him for his birthday last month. I see how much he appreciated the present that I gave cause usually when we go out together, I will said and ask, "What an ugly watch! Who gave you huh? *muka tak puas hati*" . And he will replied it, "My fiancee, Shazleena yang bagi for my present :)" . Okay that time I will stop asking him and smile. Nak nanez pown adewww hua hua hua :'3

So then ya. This one is truly end here. Hahaha so haaaaa~ 

Muhammad Fitri Hakim b A. Manap,

 I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU!!! ♥♥♥

 GHINDUW GHINDUWWWW 

Wassalam =)

Xoxo, Scha